I'm tired of this all. I get hurt, then try to move on, and fall in love again, then i get hurt again. Its just like a cycle. I never get the end of this love story. i always get hurt in the end. They said that let go the one who never love you, and  accept the one who does. So i tried. I tried to accept the one who does love me. I tried to love him back. but my heart couldn't move on that easy. My heart couldn't goes easily right to him. And in the end i just hurting him and my own self. And the stupidest thing that i had done is : letting go the one who love me. So i try to move on. I move on, again. Move on to the one who makes me in love with him, the one who made me feel like he really liked me, than what after that? he just left, just like it was nothing. He brings me down that easily. Yes, the one who brings me up, has bring me down now. Good job, dude! But why this heart is still loving when it has got a pain because of him? huh, no one knows. either me. I don't know why this heart is still choose him as the place to fall for.

It's just like i'm waiting for the train which never come, although there's many trains which come and waiting for me. I really tired of this love life. What's wrong with me? am i not good enough to feel the relationship of two people whose loving each other? Is this heart is not good enough to get the right place to fall for? am i not deserve to have him? or am i addicted  to the pain of waiting someone i can't have?
And now, i think i have to move on, again. Well, i'm not afraid to love, i just afraid of not being loved back. Yes, the fear that always happens in my life.

to fall in love is easy, staying in love is a challenge, knowing you never being loved back is a painful, and letting go is the hardest part -___-
and for you there...